First a little sadness, then a small tear
Soon I am weeping, can hold back no longer
The thoughts come, I'm paralyzed with fear
Feeling unloved, unwanted and more
Trying to fight it, they say they care
Yet deep down inside, my heart has been torn
Trying to hold on, becomes hard to bare
Feelings of loneliness, like no one is there
Rage deep inside me, I'm feeling so lost
The true thoughts inside me, I cannot share
I want to let go, though I cannot pay the cost
Shawna K Whaley
10-13-01
